diff --git a/appveyor.yml b/appveyor.yml
index 87246817ac..d3fca4f1f3 100644
--- a/appveyor.yml
+++ b/appveyor.yml
@@ -1,14 +1,14 @@
 # Test against this version of Node.js
 environment:
   matrix:
-  - nodejs_version: "12"
+  # - nodejs_version: "12"
   - nodejs_version: "10"
   - nodejs_version: "8"
   # - nodejs_version: "6"
   # - nodejs_version: "4"
 
 matrix:
-  fast_finish: true
+  fast_finish: false
 
   # allow_failures:
   #   - nodejs_version: "4" # for eslint 5
diff --git a/utils/resolve.js b/utils/resolve.js
index 3138194a94..4e0dcef917 100644
--- a/utils/resolve.js
+++ b/utils/resolve.js
@@ -47,8 +47,12 @@ function tryRequire(target, sourceFile) {
     return undefined
   }
 
+try {
   // If the target exists then return the loaded module
   return require(resolved)
+} catch(e) {
+console.log({resolved})
+}
 }
 
 // http://stackoverflow.com/a/27382838